Down again..

Sigh... I hit a bump again.. Lord!! Is it me or is the road getting harder and bumpier now? All i am wishing now is i dun once again leave u Lord.. My life has been so worthless before i came back into your presence.. Sigh... why is it so hard now?? Help!! I have gotta gather all my strength to FIGHT!! I must build my faith from scratch again.. Lord!! Please see me through this!!