God! i'll stay and fight!

Been feelin weird these days...
start to wonder if it is okay for me to be selfish once in a while..
Lord, pls gimme strength to move on..
Though alot is troubling me now..
I know You will always be by my side..
But i'm juz wondering. is it okay for me to think bout myself juz for a moment?? Be selfish??

Stand firm in yourself!!

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream–and not make dreams your master,
If you can think–and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on!”

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings–nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And–which is more–you’ll be a Man, my son!

Poem ByRudyard Kipling

Rush Assignment!

Caffeine to keep me up!

My Battlefield!!

Okay.. i dun really understand why i always end up doin assignments last minute.. But this times assignment was tough.. haha.. took me all night 2 finish..
THANK GOD i was able to finish this.. Marks may be lower.. But who cares??
hahaha..
-5.49 a.m.

p/s : Good Luck to Vincent, Joshua, Pui Yee... ahha

Restructuring!!

Yeap.. last week spent alot! Watch 3 movies.. yup.. 3!! This week, i have to restructure.. spend less!! Eat only when really hungry.. Spend only when absolutely have to.. Wat else??
Bring food to college and eat..haha..