Got My SPM Cert.

Today wake up 5 am watch MU play 4 a while then started exercising... After dat when bak 2 sleep.. Wake up at 11 something then take bath n stuff went 2 St. John's wif couple of frens 2 get original spm cert.. Saw Guo Qin n Kenneth dere.. CHeh!! haha.. da result still da same.. haha.. i tot got mistake they will add 1 or 2 more A tim.. But i'll have 2 admit.. it was nice 2 be bak at my alma mater.. Nostalgic.. nostalgic.. ( i oso met kok peng, peng mun, quan yen, chee leong, rajev, preethip,chee kien and so on lar) After dat hang out wif my bros... Then off 2 Pavilion again(2nd time dis week).. We went 2 watch Slumdog millionaire.. Dis movie quite nice ar.. I recommand it...haha
Me n KF then sengaja nak mainkan mh n his gf 1.. but tak jadi.. haihz. wasted.. Then we went makan Pizza hut...AGAIN!! haihz.. no wonder i broke dis month.. Then we went home!! haha da end.. Oh if u r wondering ..i went 2 pavilion yesterday 2 watch Punisher wif Alex n mh...Then ate pizza hut..haha.. So all in all... 2day activity quite senseless lar.. all da activities are sooo RANDOM as well.. Wallet oso dry dy..haihz..

Pressure!! No money!!

cuthaihz... dis month very cham ar!!! no money le!! Stupid college ...have 2 pay exam fees...RM500 le..
They tryin 2 rob me ar!!! Haihz... no choice oso... shoot! spent too much dis month.. Muz watch out next month... Dis month wanna go church camp oso no money ar!! Hair long dy oso no money pay 4 hair! LOL... BUDGET! BUDGET! BUDGET!

Hahaha

Woohoo!! This year might juz be another glotious Year 4 Manchester United!! haha..

Really hope they do well in da coming competitions..

Haihz.. Arsenal... disappointing lar..haha

Manutd All Da Way!!!

My Promise

Dear Lord, I know dat a lot of times i really disappoint you. i am really sorry 4 being so weak sometimes. I hereby promise dat i would change. I would live by Your Word. I will live life Holy. I will resist temptaions dat will only distance me from You. I will always put You 1st in my life and Never deliberately do things dat will disappoint You. I promise...

Feeling lonely, Peer Pressure n Makin wrong decisions.. sigh

2nd post of da day.. sigh.. i feel dat i juz have 2 write out how i feel..for da past 3 weeks i feel very very helpless.. i keep on wondering 4 da last 3 weeks.. why am i always alone?? I seem 2 always be alone... i can't get decent frens in college.. my class only got 9 ppl wei.. then whenever i feel like goin out 4 movies.. i can't find ppl 2 watch wif me.. i dunno.. i juz feel like i dun have frens at all.. i've been going out wif da same few persons over n over again.. i seem 2 have lost all my other frens. Right now, even wif da ones closest 2 me... i can sense dat there is already a gap between us all.. we don't seem 2 be close like before..maybe its juz me.. i mean everone seems 2 have a group of ppl 2 go out wif.. but me? Nope.. i don't have 1.. i would always hang out wif 1 person at a time or juz go out all by mself.. i am feeling really really emotionally stressed out..
Wanted 2 go play basketball 2 temporary 4get da problems.. but can't find kaki 2 play.. But i sort of got use 2 it dy.. can't really find anyone 2 do anything nowadays.. I am really JEALOUS of everyone else now.. Really tired lar.. tired of acting like i am happy in front of everbody.. especially my parents, i nvr wanted them 2 worry bout me as they always seem 2 have problem of their own. They always give everything they have 2 me n my siblings and they are alway so frugal to their own needs, so i always put on a jovial face in front of them.. to them i am always happy,nvr have problems.. i juz can't let them worry bout me..

Peer Pressure= SIN... I am surrounded by sin!!! Have 2 fight on!!! Can't fall into sin again!!
Lord!! HELP ME!!! Not only sin, It is also against my own believes!! So i HAVE TO FIGHT ON!!
Gonna stay away!! ( can't really tell u wat it is)


I guess in da end i really miss my st john's life..goin movies after school.. sigh.. those were da days.. Now.. i seem 2 be making wrong decisions evertime..from goin Tar college 2 shifting 2 Segi kl.. seemingly.. i juz dun feel quite at ease at these colleges..
OWH!! Why is dis always happening!! I've always felt like i should be at college like taylor's or sunway... but wat 2 do? my families finance is not always pleasing.. 4 parent's sake go cheaper colleges lo.. This is da worries of a filial son.. All i want 2 do now is hurry up and finish my studies n start working my ass off and help ease my parent's burden.. Guess i can't help it but 2 hang in there... 1 year only mah!! been tellin myself dat.. Then hopefully can find a college dat really really suits me n get on wif my degree programme..

Haihzz.. hopefully i can get pass dis period of depression soon.. i am haging now on faith only le.. My only person 2 speak wif of my problem is GOD... so i fully believe dat God would help me and solve my problems 4 me.. I HAVE FAITH!! So if YOU noticed i am not actin like usual dis few weeks.. dis is why. (Wow!! i wrote an essay.. haha long time nvr write dy.. i even differentiate wif colours)

Played wif da baby from neighbour..

Dis morning played wif da baby from neighbour.. very cute wei.. Juz woke up n i wasn't in a good mood.. but when i saw da baby.. i felt happy dy.. played wif him da whole morning and temporary 4got my problems.. haha

sigh...sigh of relieve

2day... some 1 said sumthing 2 me dat really hit me...
i was pretty upset.. i then prayed and ask God why these kind of things always happen 2 me..
these unpleasent things... then i prayed 4 a while and opened da bible..
I then suddenly stopped at dis verse
Jeremiah 29:11-13...
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
After dat...i went from upset 2 upbeat...
thank you Lord !!

Kelly Clarkson and Taylor Swift Rocks!!!

I am sooo in love wif Love song by taylor swift.. Omg...dat song is just so wonderful!!!
I recommend it!!
saya juga recommend kelly clarkson's 'My life would suck without you'!!!
Love these songs a lot wei!!
haha

CNy visitation!!

Last Thursday was probably the most exhilarating day of my life..haha
Me, Zheng Wei, Wai Keat, Tim Ci, Tao Kei, Phooi Yee, Pui Yee and so on...(lazy 2 write out...too many) went 4 visitation during CNY...haha..
We actually went to around 11 houses i think...
Very tired wei..from 10 morning to 12 midnight...But very fun!!
got loads of ang paos..hahahah!!
Enjoyed it very much.. It's been a long time since i've ever enjoyed myself..haha